Tuesday, October 27, 2009

انا مسامح

لا ملهاش نصيب معايه ، مبقلهاش احلام جوايه ، مقدرناش مع بعض نكمل ، مقدرناش نقوي و نتحمل ، حلم جميل رحيل نهاية .
يارب انا مسامح و مش بعتب عليها ، يارب سابتني و انا مبقتش ليها ، يارب ما اسمع يوم خبر وحش عليها ، ماضي عدي من عمري ولا الف عمر علي عمري ، مر بيه ، برده هي اللي كانت حب عمري ، انا عن حياتي هبعدها ، لو كان بعادي يسعدها ، هي حرة حلوة او مرة ، تختار حياتها بإيدها .
ليه تملي نقول علي الي قلبه سابنا كان حجر ، و السنين اللي احنا عيشناها سنين ضاعت هدر ، في الحياة قابل و فارق و الحكم فيها القدر . كان هوانا نصيب و قسمه و كل شىء راح و انتهي ، و الجراح علي قد ما بتعيش بتاخد وقتها ، مش هموت انا لما افارق ، واحده كنت بحبها .
ولا الف عمري علي عمري مر بيه ، برده هي اللي كانت حب عمري ، ولا عمري انسي ايامنا و لا عمري هنسي احلامنا كل همسه كل
لمسه كل كلمة من كلامنا .
No, She were never been for me, I dont have dreams for her , We couldnt be strong , it was a nice dream ended with leaving .
O' Allah I've forgave her , and I dont blame her , she has left me and Im not for her anymore , O'h Allah , I never wish to hear bad news about her , It was a past which had passed from life , and even if i lived more than 10000 years , she will still be the love of my life , i will leave her , to make her happy , she is free in her choice , she is free to choose her life.
Why we always say that the one who left us has a rocket in his heart , and the years we lived were thowen in air , our love were in allah's hand and everything has gone and ended , in this life you will just meet or leave someone and in the end that's allah's destiney , and whenever the hurts still live in the heart , it will take its time to be healed, i wouldnt be dead if i were loving a girl .

1 comments:

  1. very good, thanks.
    But I think I take the double of time writing in 2 diff langs. :)

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